Who knew?

I swear, I really don't put stock into this horoscope shit - but sometimes...

Others may be too emotional for you today as they reveal their feelings so easily that it nearly embarrasses you. You prefer to avoid drama, but the conversation begins suddenly and deepens too quickly to stop. Your key planet Venus seeks simple pleasures now, but nothing you do seems to lessen the entanglements. Letting go of your assumptions about love can be helpful to all involved.

That shit hit home, yo. Seeking simple pleasures, letting go of assumptions, being surrounded by drama and trying to avoid it.

Anyway, I'm trying to figure out some sort of direction to point myself in in the upcoming months. The road trip cleared my head a bit, but only to the point where I realized that I don't want to cause confrontation and dramatic accusations where Andrew is concerned, and I don't really want to take myself into a drastic change. Unfortunately, and this has always been the case for me in any situation, in order to get away from something, I need there to be something else to go to. Otherwise I just snap back like a rubberband and it hurts and leaves a little red mark.

It turns out that said Myspace Guy (known to the real world as Casey) is a really cool guy. Thankfully the one person I decided to meet from myspace is a smart, funny, charming guy with great tattoos. He's chivalrous, attractive, loves good beer, he's a night owl and an atheist. All this I learned in two dates. This is an interesting situation. I went to his apartment last night. Met his roommates, drank beer and watched Spaced in his room. We chatted and smoked cigarettes in between episodes, I decided to go home around 3am, he walked me to my car, hugged me and said we'll make plans next week. I went home and went to bed then - but on the first date I went home and went to bed with someone else - which made me feel slutty and awesome at the same time. Mostly awesome. Actually only awesome. I never feel slutty. Well except for once. But we're not gonna talk about that now.

If I'm going to continue to hang out with Casey, and at this point I plan to, some changes are going to be made. Mainly, I'm going to clean my fucking apartment hardcore style, cause his place was like, super nice and tidy and comfy. That's the only plan I have now. Step by step.