drinking pink champagne from a paper cup

Actually it's a coffee cup. I went to HEB intending to buy beer, and at the last minute saw a $4.59 bottle of pink shitty champagne and bought it - and I am now drinking the last lil bit of it. Cause I can - and I'm all smiley and watchin' bad tv in my underwear at nearly 4am. I've been in a damn good mood lately.

I don't really like to gush too much about boys that I date, cause I always feel dumb when it falls backwards and they turn out to be douchey and not as awesome as I thought. However, since about 3 people read this blog regularly (one of those is me), I'm gonna fuckin' gush.

This guy's a sweetheart, man, I'm tellin' ya. I'm kind of downright smitten and it freaks me out just a lil bit because I'm very wary about getting smitten too soon. And I've only really known him for a little less than 2 weeks, so he could still turn out to be a crazy. But for now, I'll just get all swoony when he tells me how pretty I am, or sits on the couch with me and watches bad tv and rubs my feet, or how he uh - wakes me up in the morning (yes, I already slept with him - a bunch - shut up). And he's really cute you guys, and like a foot taller than me, and he can pick me up and kiss me and it kind of rules. And aside from teeny annoyances that I have with him sending "LOL" in a text (Frank Moody and I share the same feelings on this), I get a big ol kick out of the "thinking of you" text he sent me a couple hours ago.

I'm gonna start bringing him around I think. I'm not accustomed to this whole dating thing. Frankly it's strange to me. I kind of feel like I haven't seen a lot of friends because I've been spending the past few days wrapped up with Casey or making weekend plans with him instead of others I haven't seen in a while. But so far I like spending time with him, and I like having him around, and it's about fucking time that I'm able to bring someone new around my friends that I can flirt with and that they like. So there it is.

He's coming with me downtown to the Tres Chic thing this weekend. If anyone would like to meet him and not focus on the "met him on myspace" thing (... Henri), then you should come out as well. And we'll all get drunk and have fun together. And then I will win.

And my horoscopes have been rocking my world lately:

If you've been thinking about returning to school or undertaking a new course of study, this is a perfect time to further this exploration. Making a plan about your future education is a good idea now, for you have a healthy balance between idealism and pragmatism. Visualize all the possibilities and choose the path that makes the most sense.

Idealism and pragmatism. You heard it here, folks. My shit is balanced!